Marriage is the tomb of love?

Very sick today. Have been ill since my trip back from hometown. Is it worth the bloody sickness after seeing my beloved family? I had someone visited me from hell.

Whilst resting at home, I suddenly had the time to think about nonsense. Thoughts that I should spend less time on, but unwittingly unavoidable. I have been asking him on when he will propose to me. Each time comes a different answer. After considering my friends who got married before the age of 26, I did ponder if those were wise choices? Will they live happily? Nobody has an idea though.

What do I want in a marriage? What do I want to do before and after marriage? How much do you love me? Are you grown enough as a responsible person and someone who knows to care? Once these questions have been worked out, I guess it's time for a decision.

Marriage could be a tomb of love, but it could be not. 50% of chance lie in my own hands.

I could have hunted for a better choice but I would rather not. Human will get tired of hunting. It's absurd if you could ever find someone close enough to your expectations, unless your expectations are as low as nuts.

I couldn't wait for the day when you tell me that you will take care of me forever.




Tea of the day: Almond Black Tea. Yes you are right, flavoured tea has been my favourite. Another decaf tea to clear off my mind. And makes me feel stronger to fight with the visitors from hell.